When I’m not here, i’m up to no good…

well yeah it’s been a while since i’ve written in here and i have to say so much has happened and i haven’t been the perfect angel.. i guess none of us are… Before anything i’d like to say happy new year… i hope everyone’s new year started great.. i started off sick with a stomach flu… i want to start new years all over again… it wasnt good for me at all…

anyway… to start off i’m out of meds.. i feel like such an idiot for missing my psych appointment.. i didnt realize i was out of refills… so now today i’m feeling all funny inside… ugh.. i hate that feeling…

I also slept with my besfriends husband…. she doesnt mind… he complained about the condom that he had on and then there was a pregnancy scare because i was late on my period for 4 days… i dont think i want to sex him anymore… i cant afford scares like that… it would be completely terrible if he got me pregnant when my husband cant even do it… but yeah my period came with all of her glory…

so i also became sick with a terrible cold and my doctor gave me all sorts of medicine… so i’m feeling better but i think my hubby has caught my cold… so being that i was sick i missed my last therapy appointment… i’m not sure if i want to tell her all the things that i’ve done… even the feeling of wanted to get high but honestly all i have in my house are downers and i’m more of an upper person…

also had an accident at work where i burned my hand… the doctor in the emergency room gave me some oxycodone and i told some friends at work that’s the medicine they gave me no my coworkers want my pills… i mean they arent bullying me for them just kinda begging.. i didnt realize i had so many pill poppin drug fiends at my job…

i went to tell my bestfriend at the job about the people asking me for my meds and she hits me with the “you’ve got anymore?” i was like “what??? you too??” so yeah.. that’s what i’m dealing with at work…

ugh… yeah i need to blog a bit more i think it keeps me out of trouble…

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10 comments

  1. If you aren’t taking them and don’t want to risk getting in trouble giving them away, put them in a bottle of water with water and laundry soap. It dissolves them and then you can tell everybody “sorry!”

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