Need for Approval…

why do i feel this way? … i was thinking back to one of my earliest memories of this… so this need for approval thing has been a part of me for most of my life…and really comes in tune with when my therapist said i’m self aware…. well…

i was in elementary school and every week an art teacher would come in and we would do little art projects… almost every class she would rant and rave about my work and every week i’d just know she would enjoy my work with every class… then we got a new student and she started ranting about the other persons work.. and i remember feeling sad… betrayed… but those are childish reasons to feel that way isnt it?

i dont know …

why do i have this need for approval of people who maybe in the future wont be in my life… ?


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