No More Med…

sooooo as you can tell by the title i decided to stop the new medicine that i was prescribed… it was Mirtazapine… the reason i stopped taking it is because the side effect of hunger was impossible for me to really handle… i was literally impossible for me to deal with…i was hungry… borderline starving all the time and with my previous weight problem..i didnt want to continue the risk of gaining all of my weight back.

I went to my weight watchers meeting and with only a few days of taking this medicine, i had gained 4 lbs… and that’s 4 lbs too much for me…. so guess what…

i started taking my seroquel again…

i dont know what the heck i’m doing… i know i’m probably just screwing up my brain chemistry