Locked out 

Smh leave it to me to lock myself out of my apartment this morning so now I have nothing to do except wait for hubby to get here which should be in about an hour an a half….

I’m just killling time sitting in mcdonalds… I didn’t eat today and the smell of burgers is making me hungry lol

I honestly haven’t been eating well… just no appetite… I dropped about 7 lbs since I’ve last seen my therapist about 2 weeks ago… My sleep is jacked as well some nights I sleep like a log others I can’t get there… last night I drank a glass of wine and popped 3 sleeping pills… it was great…

I’m just randomly writing what comes to mind since I have nothing but time to be here

I want to go to prospect park tomorrow… they’re  showing a movie there and I invited hubby and some friends to come along but I’m really hoping that hubby doesn’t talk me out of it… we all know he don’t like me going out and having fun … at least that’s my impression.. he rather stay home and for me to stay with him but if he goes out with his friends he still wants me to stay home… but whatever … 

I bought a new backpack and picnic blanket  whether he comes with me or not I’m gonna make good use of them…