Still Crushin (updated with audio content)

I gotta say this really sucks… I have this huge crush on my old therapist that has not subsided.. i havent seen him in weeks but yet i’m always thinking about him… i cant wait to get over it already… shit sucks…

It’s just a lust thing… i just find him so sexy but i know it will never happen between us yet why do i still feel this way… why do i still feel this way knowing i will never see or speak to him again… i just dont understand myself sometimes…

i need help…

i’m hesitant to talk to my new therapist about it but maybe i can bring it up and just not mention that these feelings were toward my old therapist… but i really need help to stop thinking about him… i asked one of my friends…

“How do you get over someone?” she said “easy … just get UNDER someone else.” not exactly what i want to do but i’m sure she was joking…

i dont know what to do …