So …. Yeah

so hubby is still out and believe it or not i’m not upset.. i just popped in a sleeping pill and hopefully i would knock out within the next half hour… i mean i’m really not upset i just know when i know i’m off the next day i’m going to go out and he cant say anything to me…

he always messages me that he’s sorry or something but i mean at this point i dont even 20170601_012507000_iOS copycare.. i used to get mad because he would tell me that he would be home at a certain time and then he wouldnt… i mean it would drive me crazy to the point of tears and depression… but i’ve really come a long way… lol and he will be happy to know that this sleeping pill will be putting me to sleep tonight…

i stood home today… catered to myself and cooked… =) so i’m feeling pretty good.. just waiting for this pill to kick in… i had a pretty good day.. listened to my 80s music playlist… walked my dog and did some other stuff… i’d say… good times…