Today’s session…


todays session went really good… we talked about seeing my family this weekend… and i made him laugh alot with some of the things that happened this week… i got caught smoking cigarettes .. telling the story was that alot funnier than how it happened… we also discussed me getting trapped in the network marketing presentation… i mean i had alot to say.. this was quite an eventful week… but as far as the smoking i def got off easy on that one…

i also brought up the sexual harassment at work.. and how i  should be more direct with the guy and just let him know to stop talking to me like that rather than just brush it off… so that he doesnt think i’m being playful or into it… and i def dont want that… so maybe the next time i’ll let him know and hopefully he will respect that… my therapist tells me to be careful with the guys at work…even to be careful of my boss because he shared with me that he has girlfriends and lovers…  question is why would he share that would me…

we talked about this email that i sent him and i let him know that i wasn’t angry at him or frustrated at him…i expressed to him that i had a moment… and my therapist understood…

i was video chatting with my cousin before he called me in and i told my cousin that i found him so sexy and she just had me laughing… she said that if she was me she’d be sitting in the chair playing with her nipples while he talked… lol in a joking manner yes we are perverted… lol but it just had me hysterical laughing… and yes i told my therapist about it and we had a good laugh about it…

I also told him i’m having problems sleeping.. and i know it’s cause i’m not taking my meds.. but i did buy some sleep aide.. i’ll def take it tonight though cause i know i need my sleep…

so i asked my therapist for a hug today and the hug lasted one second and it was great… i’ve been wanting one for so long from him… it was one of them sideways hugs cause he was opening the door to let me out… but it felt wonderful… i wanted to snuggle my boobs into his chest…lol i’m kidding but it was nice…

so i have maybe 2 more sessions with him and i want to make these sessions with him good…

 

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