I don’t know if this has ever happened to anyone but sometimes through my deepest bouts of my depression that comes with bipolar, I always just wanted to have another personality. Like I would try to conjure up or wish I had DID just so I can deal with the anxiety and the sadness that comes with bipolar. I do know and understand that those with multiple personality disorder do lose their sense of time and as for me i’m very aware of the time and the day every day. So I guess me trying to make up a personality that i’m not conscious of was a complete fail.
I remember I would look on youtube or google how to do it but unfortunately…or I should say fortunately it cant be done on my own. There are some outside factors, like I would have to have been through a serious traumatic experience that would make my consciousness (real self) want to escape. I don’t believe I’ve been through anything that traumatic. hmmm
I read a blog today and it’s kind of like bipolar is Multiple personality because we have our different moods and they effect the way we are through the day except we don’t lose time. I can say maybe I lose minutes lol
Sadly for most people with multiple personality disorder or DID it’s very difficult to control and I would imagine, very scary. If there is anyone out there with DID please comment and share your experience with me, i’d love to know.